Unstirred Devotions-

hi

2005-07-08T19:28:00.000-07:00

saturday morning... finally a short break after last 2 week's of intensive project drilling. at least 3 out of 6 were done already. hadn't blogged for quite sometime... went sentosa again with ex aes peeps.. hung out till quite late... and i'm not very very tan. most imptly i'm not peeling.. hah, hmmm... yest was presentation for fmgt, felt i din really speak well. anyway, we wore shirt for the 1st time for presentation. semi formal though, all look smart smart. took quite a few pictures. oh ya, i went gym too... after like a interval of almost 2 months.. tummy coming out already. sob* but nvm, haha... i shall be joining NP canoeing soon. den got more time to train up le. tats bout it. nex time den update more. take care god bless.

yooohooo

2005-06-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

hi, i'm currently at this point of time blogging for the sake of blogging, so as to keep those cob webs spider webs away. so as to add life, so as to stop pple from saying i abandon my blog.. haha... hmmm, this week is a week with 2 birthdays, eh.. 1 is ken, the other is andy.. both my close frens, and lucky both i managed to spend some time with them. haha. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY again guys! well... went back to hq to collect my rank. everybody seems so small... lol. i cant promote any further le, tried my best... highest already, wad to do...
AES NCC is so dying, its almost dead. and i don seem to be able to do anything bout it. zhen shi bai... wait for my current batch of MSGs go for CLT course den maybe there's a spark of hope.. 5 day week jus suck some times... no way i can go back and help.. man, i really don wan to see it getting lousier and lousier every year. why are the kids so different now? damn them, so pampered.. cannot use hard way.. soft way also cannot.. nothing works on them.. ARGH!!! now i'm beginning to miss the times when we are still cadets, when we won the seemingly far now SEA CHAMP. wtf man... we can do it why cant they...
Alrite, enuff of those whining, i shall see wad i can do:d -cob webs removed- :d enjoy the weekend and god bless-

happy birthday to the girl

2005-06-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

haha i shall blog tonite.. 2nd june, my dear's birthday. wanted to celebrate with her, but she attitude, say wanna go for her NP course no time. cooked up a surprise for her this whole day. went to buy a cheese cake from ATC - one slice only though... haha. i asked for candles and the girl was looking at me like, "wtf do u need candles for a slice of cheese cake?"

anyway, later on.. i rushed home, wanted to put the cake in the fridge, found out i had no keys and no one was at home, which means i was locked outside. rushed to my grandma's place, got keys from her and rushed back again. the cake is finally in the fridge.. spent some time writing the birthday card and wrapping up the present... actually its more than jus some time. ahha.. wrapping present not easy k, is the ribbon sort de.. i'm jus gifted.

4.45pm, i was preparing to leave le, i estimated that she will finish her course and be on her way home around 6. so took the as usual lousy lrt to her station. i practically recced for a good spot and found it at a stone table a road across her house. sat there and waited... it was quite a distance so must strain my eyes. saw 75 came and i took a closer look, some how or rather i was blocked by the cars and caught a glimpse of this girl which look like my dear. haha, i dashed across the road and was panting away, only to find out that it was a mistake. lol...

6.00 still waiting, i called ken on phone we talk cock for 51mins and he hung up, need to go look for his mich. appreciate that time kiling for 51 mins dude. haha.. thanks! eh my blood brudda ma, its ur job. hahhahaa! well...

7.25.. dear finally replied my sms... she was on her way home in randolph's car. i was a little turn off. coz come to think of it, no surprise le ma... when it was meant to be one. hmmm... anyway, i replied her and told her bout it. met up at lrt station.. went to some nearby playground and sat down.. i took out the cake the present the card and the candles like my bag was dorae mon's bag. haha.. piggy dun wan to blow candles so apparently i got the candles and bought the lighter for nothing... haha. anyway... she was insisting on opening the present which i said "no!" like almost 2000 times. which also kinda meant that she asked me almost 2000 times. ya... hmmm, her dad called soon after den on our way home le:d the rest of the details are not meant for public reading so i shall stop here. haha explicit content ma..:D alrite... i'm done.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DEAR!:D smilez~

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2005-05-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

hi! i really almost forgot i got a blog le... hmmm, anyway... here goes...

bAoc'05 jus ended bout 1 week ago. it was awesomely fun, and yea... SENT FRANCE RAWKS! haha, the freshies, SCs, SBs, Fiona Mal! man.. certainly made everything so unforgettable... haha. though never win the top 3, but in my eyes, we're already the champions.! once a sent france, always a sent france!!! shouldn't it be a sent french? anyway... really enjoyed myself most these 3 days despite the early mornings and late nites... all was worth it. thanks again guys... well, i cant write much... haha, lazy.. very very lazy.. but bAOC was the big bang in my life these month... at least i updated...:D enjoyz and once again SENT FRANCE RAWKS!!!:D
peace out-

the pacifier

2005-04-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

this coming fri is speech day already. hah, pry hard hard tat i'm not gonna screw it up. hmmm, Pacifier was nice. should go and watch. highly recommended, Van Disel body is WOW! damn, i need only like 1% of his, i happy le.

hadn't really been to gym for like 4 days in a row le i tink. sian, pretty busy these few days, with all the rehearsals and things. well, met up with nic zb ly they all during Boys' Town's Food Fiesta. also quite sian den met up with dear went city link to wait for ck. he was like an hour plus late, so we went to esplanade to slack and watch tv. hah, hmmm... pretty boring also, we hadn't had much to talk nowadays. so sad.

life jus sometimes suck isn't it? all the restrictions and stuffs, all the rules and crap you have to abide. argh! i'm mad now, alrite... wad a boring post! now click on -links and proceed to reading other ppl's blog, mine is getting more and more boring. no mood. bye

2005-04-16T15:05:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo! a boring saturday afternoon, rotting slacking... weather so hot. Listening to the song No One Else Comes Close, its darn nice i duno why. i can play it already... hohoho. well, these few days bored nothing to do at home, played piano like again... haha, it was duno how many donkey years ago since i last touched it. well well, i'm planning to go gym later. but i dun feel like it also. eugene and chiang hong ask me go. oops, the "i" hahahahhaa.

hmmm, anyway, watched "Guess Who?" yest with my piggy honey. that show has such a weird name tat i always cant remember wad isit. STM! grr, it was at Great World again... haha, ultimate place for movies, still couldn't find a better one. i'm bullshitting again. so sian! oh ya coz it was Our 2 month's yest. so ya, kinda went out? duhZ. went for the speech day's rehearsal yest, shouted 2 commands wrongly, wad the hell, how can this be happening to me. must be i was distracted. nvm... i had lots to type today coz i'm cooped up at home, not time to meet those 2 yet. hmmm, rehearsal was pretty good... guess the only flaw was without no.1. anyway, believe it or not, but my record of changing yest from my full no.3 to civilian was actually 1 and a half min. hahaha, POWER rite... pressing for time, no choice.. i was still late in the end, had like 15mins of cold treatment from MDM ZQ on the bus. but after that SMILE le, so its over. =)

my parents talked to me yest nite, haha.. they said no matter wad a girl does, she's always right, and no matter what a girl says tat a guy is wrong, he is wrong. wellwell, haha... hmm, oh ya, cannot bet with girls also, coz she win=u lose, you win = you lose, so somehow or rather, it boils down to the same thing.

alrite, time to go! if piggy dear happens to be reading this, she will laugh like a retard or giggle non-stop, shaking and shaking and vibrating infront of her com. lets bet! haha... cya peepz, halleluah!

2005-04-03T22:32:00.000-07:00

dun use anonymous pls.. put name la, not like i will kill u.. i bet its either huimin peiying grace or sher. one of these 4, tell me if i'm correct. haha, hmm... today is the 1st day of intensive training.. shag already, 3 hours at gym den went swimming... not alone, got louis to company me. now as i'm typing, my arms are shaking.. haha, jus finish my 300 crunches, stomach also shag. go on for 1 month i don believe no change. :D went kfc to eat like 2 meals? damn hungry... 2 of us eat like everything's free, everybody looking at us. lol.. well. walked around lot 1 for a while den go meet up with dear. she wasn't in a good mood... but appreciate it when she tried her best to smile when its obvious she dun feel like it. things brightened up a little after a while. we waited at lrt for like 30mins? and i miss like 4 trains. hmmm... carry bag also damn shag lo.

anyway, tmr is jogging!!! who wanna join me can call me. haha... well, as of now, i'm damn slpy and tired le. but theres still DOTA!!! everyday routine... tink i'll be slping at 12 or 1 ba. SMS IS LAGGING!!! HATE IT!!! had been like that recently... tats all... good nitez, *snore*

mugging

2005-03-27T17:32:00.000-08:00

hi there... the time is 5.44pm, sun evening and raining... excellent weather to slp, but i cant, tmr's macro exams. had been mugging since 12. was suppose to go swimming with my family, but i need to use the time to start hugging buddha's leg.

i watched 2 shows in a week. if i say i watch son of the mask, many of u gonna curse me, coz that show is pure stupid. a waste of pocketmoney... went to watch with eugene and luke. 2nd was ms congenality, watched yest at great world, with dear... wasn't really a smooth day yest... some things cocked up and i was rushing her home in cab... thank godness nothing very bad happen. such things are sometimes really frightening, total mood dampener.

1 more week, after this damn week, i shall understand the meaning of enjoyment again. i'm not gonna work this time. hmm... shall be focusing on other stuffs. anyway, i could totally foresee these 7 days to pass like months. JIA YOU!!!!

Today's date is 27 of march, the piggy couple had been together for 1 month and 12 days already... not very long though, but enough to make me lurve her a millions and zillons... hmmm... well, i shall continue mugging le, taking a rest by updating blog only:D wish me luck!

camps...

2005-03-22T18:51:00.000-08:00

heyA!, just camp back from the UG camp 2 days back. was pretty tiring. but it was quite worth it at the end of the day. scolded alot during camp, slept for 5 hours only i tink, but compared to my darling, it was nothing.. think she slept no more than 3 hours. always playing tough... grrrr. nvm, at least its over already. the day i came home after camp, i slept for 16 hours. gee, skipped 2 meals. haha...

now's study week, studying in the morning everyday, den meet her after her sch... reasonable uh. at least i balance things up abit. 1st paper is macro... i'm already starting on it. hmmm, totally looking forward to after exams, and i shall have a whole month dedicated to building up my body. haha... i'm fat le... no choice... nothing much already though, cya.

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2005-03-13T23:42:00.000-08:00

did a couple of things today...:D 1stly had our so called final meeting... suppose to be at my house de, den some how or rather, we switched it to a nearby porch, and somehow or rather again, we found out tat its obviously not suitable, so went to my house. hmmm, most of them turned up, appreciate it. cleared up quite a number of issues... camp is this coming FRIDAY!!! damn, it seems to be so soon. finish meeting at around 4.30 i tink...

den went for bball... played like 4 games 1 shot... so tiring lo, my stamina already so lousy, stupid shit, keep winning, den no choice... haiz have to play on. anyway, at this point of time i would like to tell you all that i haven ate any food from morning till after bball... which is like 7 plus. well, so hungry, went to coffee shop makan...

my sweetie actually meeting me at like 8.40, end up changed clothes le tell her parents den they dun allow... so i kinda waited for nothing at coffeeshop. nvm... went home to bathe and slack... pretty tired, but still awake, duno why... boring rite? hmmm... exams approaching, and i hate it... i must pass all the stupid mods... otherwise no money for my D500 already:d cool phone, check it out. sleeping now... cya... nitez

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2005-03-13T07:35:00.000-08:00

boring sunday

2005-03-05T22:07:00.000-08:00

currently at huimin's house.. 2nd day we're here already, trying to finish management. alot alot to do lo, sian man... bleh, super super full now, we jus had lunch cooked by mrs choo. i'm damn tired, reached home at 1.30 this morning, den slept till 8 woke up. bathe and went to meet them at chinese garden. say meet 9.30, i reached 9.20, all dua me, 10 plus den come. anyway, today should be pretty boring, i'm near to broke again, spent quite a bit of money yest, damn... regret joining fag lee and xuanfeng. haha, burn a damn hole in my pocket. nvm... i must start to budget again already. every day 10 bucks. 1 week and i'm rich again.

watched Hitch with zq at great world 2 days back. show very nice... hilarious, seats were the best.. even better than PS. hmmm, nex time will only go there and watch. since my ass wasn't numb at the end of the show. at least i'm trying to blog more often, hah... not much to say.. life still goes on... god bless~

AWHAHHAHAHAH

2005-02-28T05:14:00.000-08:00

-pulls away the spider web...
HARLOWHA!!! i finally remembered i had a blog... haha, well very and i mean very long neva blog le. hmmm, coz everytime lazy:D
anyway, here's some updates bout me... maybe only one update. haha, yeap... i finally and i mean finally attached again, after like 3-4 years? so sad... haha. well, she's none other than the fortunate ng zi qi... had been together for 13 days already. 1 day after V.day. hah.. so easy to remember... words cant describe how happy i am even though i'm trying to describe now... eh wad to say leh... i've lost her twice already, but i'm not gonna let her slip away from me this time round..
Hmmm... apart from this, think nothing's bout me have changed... i almost wanted to delete this blog.. haha, so lazy to update... but well, dear old LAU YING, tagged at my blog like nobody's business, jus coz she could have something to read... well, i duno when i gonna blog again... haha, i try not to be lazy ba:D take care guys, god bless:D

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2005-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

harlow:d Here i am again...:d hows your day peeps??? hope it was good though

I'm pretty bored so blogging here. hmmm, had a meeting with marlina and chau today. incase u all duno, one is my sir one is my mdm. yup. i had foresee heated arguement during this meeting, since its meant to thrash things out between everybody. xue pin was a little too obessesed with finding ways to retort with everything the 2 of them say, esp lina. maybe that anxiety of his cause him to be in a offensive tone which not only the 2 officers can feel it, even me... well, i actually tugged his legs to remind him again and again to keep cool.

Den, something quite shocking happen. chau broke the news of lina stepping down as CO to us. i was quite surprised though. felt a little happy yet a little sad. she is undebately a hardworking officer. maybe she jus lack that calibre to be a CO. so thats the happy part, since it sort of meant that the unit can do better now. here comes the sad part. i duno why, but maybe coz she's the longest teacher officer to be with me. furthermore, the one tat sent me to CLT course. and maybe considering those times when i'm left alone in the unit and she was encouraging and thanking me for hanging on. i guess, subconciously, a bond is developed even though personally, i didn't really like her actions as a CO. for that moment when she announced that she's stepping down, had quite alot of flashbacks of how i actually hung on to the unit with her. grrrr... super contradicting rite? haha, we were rather solemn jus now, and yup... she cried. i almost did too though, but held back. at that moment somehow all her wrongs and my dissatisfaction towards her seemed to have jus dissappeared. and too started to believe that its actually our lost. to be frank, i agree its our lost if she steps down, but given a choice for an ideal situation... i would like her back not as the CO, but a teacher officer. and of coz the CO should either to mama lock or lau if possible. but hardly u will be able to get a win-win situation u see. wad surprised me even more is when she handed me and alvin this gift as an appreciation. i was quite taken aback though, not knowing wad to say... totally felt as though i've wronged her a million and one times.

So i suppose there shouldn't be any grudges anymore... i'm looking forward to the farewell party for lina. and i'm sure i've actually loads to tell her, maybe not verbally but rather on a card. hah...

enough of these i guess, jus imagine a person who noes nuts bout wads happening in my unit now, super bored rite? anyway, i had a rather dull day today. but my relatives came over and had a crazy time playing with my niece. her name is Licole. totally look like a baby chimpanzee.. haha i jus totally think she's so cute. don worry, i'll post her pic soon for ya all to see... haha so guess tats all, have a good slp peeps. tk care:D

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2005-01-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

hi hi peeps, i'm blogging again. yea! so long neva touch le, i'm extremely busy.. maybe i'm not but i jus feel i am. gosh, i guess theres alot of things i need to worry about and crack my brains in life now.

worry about the upcoming UG camp, worry bout sch work, worry bout not spending enuff time with my family, worry bout spending too much money, worry bout jus too many things. i noe its good to noe that my brain is like working 24hours. but, somehow when i list down everything, it seems so sad and worrying to me. grrrr, if only i got more than 24hours a day. bleh.

anyway, here's a little update on ur sincerely.. well, its the 1st week of new year now. countdown was at kok ge's house. haha, as usual wad we guys always do - lan... haha, it was kinda like old times when we actualy come together and chiong one whole nite of gaming. hmmm, i'm pretty surprise with the host himself not chasing us home like he normally does. maybe he too finds tat we had not catch up for a very long time. well, thanks dude. we had pizzas for dinner... from pizza hut and canadian pizza. was super hungry while waiting for it, and when it came, we practically gobbled everything. and due to some misunderstanding we were left with 2 canadian pizza. and it SUCKS! do not order canadian large pizza. medium wan is fine, not the large wan. it SUCKS!!!

went to ziqi's house 2 days back... she invited us to this buddhist ceremony organised by her family. and its kinda like a tradition for 16 years already.. hmmm, yup... ck and i were there together with one of ziqi's fren. it was quite interesting to be frank... haha i dono why though... hmmm, her family was rather friendly and dun really felt awkward there. slacked at her house till like 4 plus den left. was playing with her brother UNO and wad the hell, i could've won if i didn't give him a chance... grrrr... ahha, anyway... we went movies after tat.. National Treasure, it was damn nice, wasn't wad i expected it to be. went home with zq after tat...:)

hmmm, these few days was actually rather cool, and i'm happy.. since got to meet her like twice in 2 days... it jus makes me like her even more, haha... yea... wad the hell rite.. oh ya, she taught me this handsign, called the 3-D Loser sign. i was quite fascinated by coz it was super lame to the extreme. haha. it somewhat resembled a "Yo!" kinda sign.

guess tat's bout it... i'm still quite tired recently, i duno why... slept alot, eat alot... haiz, i'm falling sick soon...:( anyway, take loads of care ppl... i'll try to blog more often:D cheerios-

Wish You A Merry Christmas

2004-12-23T09:40:00.000-08:00

hello pple, i'm blogging in the middle of the nite of christmas eve. haha, well, this christmas season jus feels so good.

Hmmm, jus came back from KL and Ubin. Times Square rox!!! went with kuku xf pin sher liyu apple. the 4 fours in a room, and its not jus a room, its like a blurdy presidential suite. hah, super big rooms with wonderful toilets equipped with huge bathe tubs. haha everything was so fun there. i'm jus too lazy to type out everything in detail. there's this thing that i would like to share with you guys, the 1st nite only, i kinda broke one of the beds jumping on them. hahahhaa, all 3 of us part of it apart from the already-sicked xf. haha, kinda freaked out, scared must pay, but end up we scrap tru... haha. that bloody nite, only my blood bro slept on the same bed as me, the other 2 ps me slp in another room. well, brothers in crime aye... haha. hmmm, the themepark was fantastic as well. sat the roller coaster thrice and i smuggled the camera up to take video. haha. can say i was the only one who made full use of tat free complimentary tix for the themepark, i played almost everything cept for one since we had no time for it.

I figure out that my family will be going KL since they sound super enthu bout it wheni told them. eh... yes, and my mum force us to start saving $2 per day in a huge paper box. and since there's 5 of us in the family, it means $10 per day. which means a total of $3650 at the end of the year for the KL trip. haha... hmmm, back to my trip, i spent around s$250 = 500 odd rm. bought many things, got myself a levis jeans, one berms, and 3 t-shirts. and spent another 169rm on something which you guys need not noe... haha, christmas is coming... remember? tat's y...:D

Alrite, i shall start to jump now... after i return from KL, my dad rushed me home to change, unpack and pack my stuff again, for NCC's camp, somemore one day in ubin. pui~ reached sch tat time about 11 plus, they're having debrief, totally pissed off with marlina, everybody debriefing she went off to bathe. wad in the world fuck is that rite? call herself the CO? hmm, the rest of the nite was actually quite stupid, haha, me and eugene doing sentry throughout... played cards and shared quite a lot of stuff on our minds..

took a bathe at bout 7 to freshen myself, water SUPER SUPER COLD. and started to pack the field cooking stuff into my bags. den hell came marlina again to piss me off, came in to ncc room, telling me, pecky and kt to help them carry their mass tins and stove. wad the fuck again rite? she said tat she had too many things to carry, and i concluded that her definition of many things = a small read nike bag? super pissed, not only her, the darn siti!!! i cant stand the both of them. kbkb with us.

i shall skip, now in ubin le, stole some slp in the bus on the way there. hmmm, me and xp took a van to the camp site to unload our stuffs while the rest made their way there on foot. grrrr... i'm getting slpy... briefly tell you all abit enuff ba. eh theres nite walk again. haha, this time is super scary, coz is in the middle of the woods. and we the instructors must hide behind the darn bushes "invisible" to the cadets during their walk alone. haha, i must say i was kinda freaked out sitting there for an hour or so with the whole place pitch dark. yup, but it was still fun after all, good experience. basically this is the highlight and we made our way back to AES the following day.

I was super shag. reached home, slp for 9 hours straight, and slp again.. haha... well, i shall be celebrating christmas at my uncle's house most prolly, as usual. grrr, tuckin in now, christmas is a season to think of ur love ones, and darn, it seems like everyday's christmas to me now. hmmm, apparently the phrase "so near yet so far" fits so well into my mood now. no worries though, there's still good frens around to celebrate with since she isn't free on the eve or the day itself. tough luck :( good nite peeps, have a wonderful christmas and ho ho ho, good nitez

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2004-12-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

moshi moshi:d nothing to do now, so tot of blogging. was staying over at ken's house yest nite. the last time was before the sec 1 orientation camp in 2002 i tink. hah. so long le. hmmm, played NBA Live 2004 and FT at his house. well, made use of his neighbour's wireless haha.. later on met up with andy in the morning. went to his condo's gym. guess must keep it going otherwise nex yr's physical test i die again coz chin-ups.

well, came home a while later coz was help up by the rain. and today is really really cold. hah, it still is now. hmmm, actually not much shit bout me today. totally boring. i tink this is my shortest post eva. so boring rite... slpin soon... tmr got sch!!! gee, the whole world around me seems to be still enjoying holidays while pathetic me starting my 2nd sem. grrr... it shucks. i'm feeling supa pissed today. i duno why but i'm jus supa pissed. i dont feel good today, i feel lousy. i kinda hate the day today somehow.. maybe the rain spoilt my day, maybe my mum. maybe argh... heck. signing off, guess i will have a pissed dream tonite. GOD! let me dream of something nice for goodness sake.. halleluah~

1st DAY SCH!!!

2004-12-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

today was slack as usual... haha, went to sch bout 8.45. POA lecture at 73 started at 9. we were all quite late coz waiting for the rest of them. anyway, poa was not very hard, hopefully it will be like this all the way... heng neva drop a/c during O's. hmmm, went to eat at clementi and played pool after tat. i skipped stats lecture.. i noe its bad. well, 1st and last time:D

anyway, 1st lecture on introduction only la. 2nd lecture i confirm go le... well, stupid shit, bloody moron whole day talking bout me and catherine, knn... she's damn er xin k, so stop putting me and her together. i din really wanna use moron le, but today you piss me off dude.. apparently i had been a rather too good tempered fren all this while ever since you guys noe me. i hope to continue like tat... so pls, sometimes, give your jokes some limit, nobody wans to get me mad... trust me. and it aren't worth getting mad over such stupid matters. i'm sure you agree with me, so restrain yourself sometimes, it will do everybody good. alright i'm not angry already. *bish but whoever read this, pls jus pass a msg to whoever you tink that guy is.

eh went for macro after pool and we were 10 mins late, whole LT filled with pple, so went to sit at the front rows. hmmm, macro quite similar to micro, but whatever it is, i'm gonna start doing tutorials soon. :D once bitten twice shy. xf came to crash after the 1st half of the lecture. quite slpy le actually. went to eat prata with him liyu sherz before going home. supa full. haha, den kns hermz and xf came my house liao ordered pizza again, 6241 0241. hah... talked cock alot. they jus left though:d

was surprise to receive ziqi's msg. hmm, she jus came back from camp, so din reply my msgs. and sway sway 24th her class got gathering... grrrr, lousy timing rite? think hopes are faint, obviously class over me...:( aight, tats bout it... i gonna slp le, good weather to slp now, supa cold. haha, take care peeps. nitez~

PHOTOS!

2004-12-05T09:22:00.000-08:00

hello pple... went out with ken and ck today. went to watch christmas with the kranks. well, its another heart-warming movie worth watching with sucha season round the corner. hmmm, dont you guys lurve christmas? i'm so mad bout it tat i change my blogskins. and bought bout like almost 40 bucks of christmas carols? haha... well, i'm mad...

oh theres also bout the chalet photos. i've uploaded most of them but not all at http://eddie-memories.fotopages.com. yup... feel free to check them out. theres like almost 200 of them in all and i've uploaded bout 100 plus i guess. i noe its not alot compared to junz, so shuddup don suan me.

played bball yest.. haha, coz i'm supa supa bored till nothing to do. waiting for sch to start like waiting for hell, all coz of STATS!!! make me hate sch now. i shall lurve sch again 6 months later:D nex sem... hmmm, aight bout yest's bball, it was my 1st time in the holidays playing, haha, everyday work work work, neva exercise, tummy come out, stamina dropped. sian, play for a while only no strength le, rest quite alot. but end up also play for like almost 6 hours. was with zhebin kuku and bin ru. wei lun came and join us after that. grrrr, cant stand it when playing with those small time brats, hair dye till gold gold, den irritate my eyes. haha, wear slippers wear bball shorts wear PINK POLO Ts. sick... spoil that color. haiz, sadly bin ru play till so rough, all like almost wanna fight, well... not say i wanna backstab my fren though... who's right who's wrong, everybody can see... well, but nvm... not much of anything tat affects me. went home, whole body aches... slp all the way till 12 this morning.

aight, tats bout it... oh ya, as for the photos, if you wan you can jus go to the webbie and save as from there. if wan me to send the photos, very very long wan.. i dont mind unless u do... take care peeps, have a great nite and halleluah~

TAUFIK!!!!

2004-12-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

harlowha!!! YES!!! TAUFIK BATISAH!!! woot* SINGAPORE IDOL. apparently, undoubtfully the best. hurhurhur, he's the best. haha, well, i was listening to TV-Mobile with xuepin on our way to pasir ris, and totally enjoying all his songs. can feel the whole indoor stadium damn "high".

yup... guess wad we even purposely alight at some mrt stops coz underground cant hear him sing. haha, totally awesome. reached coastal sands le, straight away sat down and watch tv. haha, and the rest were betting on SLY and only me and xp on BATISAH... hurhur, lose wan must bbq for each other the nex nite... yes, and i even record down the moment he was crowned SINGAPORE IDOL. i was the happiest...:D aight, i'm back home now already, resting... repeatingly listening to I Dream - by our very own Taufik:D super nice...:d i'm gonna buy his cd on the 20th. off for some FT now, take care peeps. TAUFIK ROX!!! nitez~

THANK YOU PEEPS!

2004-11-30T21:41:00.000-08:00

Aight first and for most , i hadn't catch my slp yet when i'm home, straight away started blogging, hoping to have a clear image of wad happen during my chalet. i'll talk from the 1st day...:D enjoy~

day 1: i met up with pei ying and huimin along with my bball frens hermz wei lun xf etc at bukit merah ntuc. had a ass cracking long journey. we went to buy everything we need for the chalet, bought alot and alot of things, even prawns. well, here's something farni.. me hm and py were at the seafood section, and huimin was like,"HEY HOW MANY PRAWNS DO YOU WAN!" and its like nobody buys prawns like tat, shouldn't it be weighed on the weighing machine and buy according to how heavy it is? well, dear huimin shouted that question to me and py, and we were totally embarrassed, the nex thing happen was huimin picking the prawns with the tongs one by one. and apparently nobody noes how long she took to get that done. yup, so luff:D okay so we bought many things, and pei ying paid for them 1st and yes coz i have only 100 cash with me.

nex took cab straight to chalet. and upon check-in. we were like WOW, so shock to find out that our chalets were actually "PRESIDENTIAL SUITES" that kinda dampened a little of our moods, since the air conditional hut turned out to be smaller than my house's toilet. but nvm.. hmmm, we unpacked and kinda slacked and wait for bbq. eh, and that date is 29th nov, which is our dear junyan's birthday, my one day older mate. and tat day he was going "YET 17 not allowed!" all the while. aight, we kinda planned a surprise for him with the cake and things during the bbq. and mr pon aka our econs lecturer aka tutor aka mentor aka advisor aka junyan's new dad came too. hah, had lotsa fun. aight i had to admit, it was easy coping with 2 groups of frens at the same place, so i kinda frens hopped from tf01 to my bball frens. so juggling like both? hah, well... tat aside, had a cup of AV, duno which ass in the world added like 3/4 of it and like so little sprite, i admit i don drink always, so it was a little over for me, drank everything and my face was burning and was a little drunk. had a stupid headache also, lousy rite? haha...

hmmm, den we went down to a porch at siloso beach. suppose to play rugby there, haha. was kinda fun den suddenly they stopped playing, den say its time. apparently it's 12 already. i got whacked 17 times and yes they carried me to the sea and threw me into that cold water. gosh and i mean real cold water. slowly walked back after tat, bathe and dried myself, den went to slp with hermz they all. yup we had a movie produced by me called "SHUTTER 2" hah, with cast herm and teh lan. hah, it was stupid coz like bout 8 of us squeezing into that pathetic SUITE and slp. anyway, i ate some painkillers jus to make sure i dont carry the headache over to the nex day. 2hrs later, junyan called me, and asked me if i was slping.. and i decided to wake up to join them since hardly will we have chances like tat. and apparently all the whole lot of them are being super crazy in the room. so for the next 4 hours or so we din slp, except for some little pigs like huimin yingliang and terrence. yup that kinda wrapped up for day 1?

day 2: okay, we had breakfast, a breakfast more splendid than the bbq we had. hmmm, slacked and went to tan and stuff like tat. in the mean time received alot of sms from frens saying happy birthday. well, some were really unexpected ones like from pri sch mates. hah, appreciate it guys...:D almost time for bbq soon, den something cocked up, happen that yest's left over food seem to had been thrown away. so i was kinda frantic.. at the same time, junyan and peeps suddenly disappeared. i called them and apparently they gave stupid reasons like talking to seniors. ronald and peeps had already started the fire and wad the hell, there was no food. i borrowed jerry's bike and rided to palawan beach to buy. spent bout 30 odd. den jun yan called me, ask me to come siloso straight, okay so its kinda obvious, a suprise i know, but couldn't really figure out wad suprise was it. hmmm, was cycling back and saw py and junz on the way. junz took over the things and the bike and i was so called blind folded with a PLASTIC BAG over the head. lol, well, py led me to where the rest are... yup and when i was unfolded. infront of me was a big " HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY EDDIE " if i could recall. i shall post this pic in my blog soon. and they were lited with 199 round candles? isit? i duno... hehe, and yea they sang me my song. guys, believe it or not, but i'm realy realy touched. hah, my best birthday present ever, at least until now... totally appreciate it alot. thanks junz ying min grace rosey mikael jerry sam terrence ren. you guys rawks. hmmm, and here comes something out of nowhere, they gave me 2 terripines, i duno how to spell those small turtles - named eddie and katherine. i'm gonna changed the name since i'm the owner, they will be called E1 and E2. yes. eh, after that i took photo alone behind that beautiful surprise. den sway sway when we wana take group photo, wind came and there goes everything, left some litted ones only. i was made to blow everything off with one breath which is impossible. okay we went back and they started packing their stuff, all going back tat nite, not staying.. a little sad though. well, i'm gonna see you all in sch again. :D but i'm sure there were other reasons as to why u peeps din wanna stay over that nite. and i appreciate the reason alot. thanks again. sent them off till they board the blue line:d

here's the 2nd part of that nite, pecky kaythiam and others came and it was kinda like an old frens gathering, long time no see them already. my dad and mom came with the cake. the usual practice of blowing the cake. yup, i kinda find yest's birthday song extremely loud. haha, well thanks peeps. eh and we had lotsa fried rice and chicken wings. and when they were full. those naughty ideas of the gang came. the whole lot of them chased me everywhere where i was finally corned at a dead end. yes i'm whacked again and pinched for 17 seconds. damn damn pain, that was not all, they carried me like as though i was a newly found species of high intelligence all the way, paraded past many many pple with curious eyes and right to the edge of the swimming pool, with the security guard there. that was after 10 already. and 1, 2, 3... they swang me right into the pool, AGAIN!!! my whole shirt wet again. twice in a day i was beatened up and thrown into the water. and the whole world was giving the kind of look like as though i'm a crazy fellow who went swimming after 10 with my shirt on. okay and basically that wrapped up the 2 nites there.

well below are now the special thanks:D
my mom and dad - for money and lots lots of effort like frying the rice and the marinated chicken wings. and sending it to us personally.

peiying & huimin - for the effort and money spent on this chalet. i will return u, dun worry. for the consideration of my other frens too :d really appreciate it.

ronald & weilun - always there to start the bbq fire. ronald esp, neva failing to try to help me with everything during the chalet. xie xie:D

and finally tf01 - its still a million thanks for that wonderful wonderful surprise. rawk on

to the rest not mentioned, thanks for coming to the chalet and playing a part in celebrating with me:d hope you guys had enjoyed yourselves. godbless-

long updates

2004-11-25T23:49:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo peeps. its been a supa long time since i last blogged. apparently i said tat in almost every post. so can show how long i hadn't really blog. well, lotsa lotsa updates... i gonna change my blogskin soon, its getting kinda boring. i'm sitting in 5 stars now blogging coz i got nothin to do. with the kuku beside me wad is his problem... haha, wad a pain in the a$$. this 2 weeks had been rather tiring, or should i say, supa tiring. totally no life:( everyday is work work and more work. but succeeded slacking a couple of days down at the motor show. i still cant believe i miss fiona xie there. din noe she was there until i saw 8 days. well, tough luck.

kuku had his 17th birthday celebration at suntec convention. sounds big, but actually nothing big. its jus some act high class buffet steamboat. hmm, i personally felt it was a waste of money. i could have better food at zhen fa. heck, over le, no point brooding over it. hmmm, something very farni that day, must update all of you. the guys kinda finished eating, so a couple of us went to the toilet. pee and shit. well, actually only pee for me kuku kok. the only person who bombed was nonetheless zhebin. eh, we din realise inside got another person also. so i kinda got into a stupid struggle with the tkd black belt aka kuku. suddenly we stopped coz almost fell, den we heard the most horrendous thunderous fart in the whole damn world. and we totally assumed it was zhebin. so we kinda disturbed him, threatened to kick his door open, asked him to get out now coz he farted so loud. aight, left the toilet after tat, left kok inside washing his hands. den zb say he wasn't the one tat farted, so apparently it was the guy nex door. den we kinda recapped wad happened to nic. and yes, we totally luffed our asses out. kok came out, say tat the guy inside was cursing and swearing at us. and yes, tat made us luffed even more. den we controlled ourselves when that guy came out of the toilet. obviously he duno who the culprits were. from his pathetic look, we can tell that he was badly traumatised by wad had happened. he might have a shit phobia, a scar we had left in his life. maybe he neva wipe his ass den rush out le. and we had a good luff of bout 30mins if i'm not wrong. anyway this still isn't the full detailed story. still got more shit up our sleeves. hah, lazy to type out. alot here already lo, should take you bout a few mins to read le. hmmm, okay... oh ya, on tat day go buy digi cam also. 699, bluff my dad say it was 640. anway, its a casio wan. pretty cool i tink... looks nice... shall have it in time for my birthday aka chalet and KL trip. yup, going KL this coming 18th dec. BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE. the package i had been promoting to customers not coz of the rooms but coz of the easy processing of payment and bookings, make my life easier. shall take this 3 days to enjoy more, den must start to study damn hard already. since i failed the stupid all time favourite BSTATS. nvm... that shall not get me down... well, and on the part of my chalet, its on the 29 30 1. yup, all welcome... eh, its at sentosa. who wanna come gimme a call or something lo. yep, bbq on the 30th. TF01 pple should all be there uh, or rather majority. of coz, the rest that came last year too. pple like vivien or whoeva ba. okay that should be about it, this is damn long... and i shall end here. take care peeps, cya all on my chalet. tataz..

weiloweiloweiloweiloweilowahha

2004-11-08T02:58:00.000-08:00

moshi moshi... hi, its been a week since i was last here. now still working at 5 stars, having nite shift now with liyu and sherz. i super hungry yet full now, its contradicting yes... totally duno if should eat anot. today was same, still as dull still as bored. we folded those huge stacks of immigration cards like competiton to kill time. well, sherz obviously have fast mouth and hands... so won 2 stupid kit kats, and still gloating over it. Well she tot tat she could be famous by jus folding immigration cards. like as though the malaysia customs will delibrately invite her to go there and fold the cards. okay, now here's update on wad happen these few days.. eh, actually its all working and working and working. ever since i started work, there's totally little time to relax and enjoy. the only day happened to be yest - my off day. went to meet becky to discuss bout the
UG camp, it was rather short... den we went to eat shark's fin, 3 for $5. xf also there so well... quite worth it. they accompany me rot like for half and hour, den i left for orchard, reached there like bout 4.30, when i'm meeting yuetling at 6.00. so, rot outside cinema for 2 hours, watching those previews again and again. hmm, oh ya... jus to let you noe, we were gonna watch Sharks' Tale... when i watched Princess Diary 2 less than 12 hours ago... now no money le.. haha. okay, anyway, she came at 6.30, which means, i had another 30mins of rotting. nvm... i found tat she kinda grew taller, much taller when she was last time... had a little difficulty talking to her. but one thing still the same, talking still as fast, i almost couldn't catch wad she was talking a couple of times. hmmm, but it was nice seeing her again, coz the last time i saw her was like 1 yr back at my chalet.. grown prettier i guess, haha.. had quite a long chat after the movies, walked from cine to lido and all the way back to plaza sing.. and we parted at the doby ghaut... yup, maybe nex time i see her is like nex year le, haha. aight, so tat more or less wrap up for my updates, shall try to block again if i haf the time. cya

long long long

2004-11-01T17:45:00.000-08:00

YOYOYO, its been like 4-5 days or probably a week since i last blogged. well, had been so busy and tired that i got no time to blog... the past few days were super tiring, and the days ahead will still be for 1 month coz i started work at 5 stars already. there got a couple of pple see already also feel like whacking them up, cant stand them. but nvm, i'm a good tempered boy, so bu hui gen ta men yi ban jian shi. hmmm, yest nite considered my 1st relax nite, had time to play FT with nic hermz xf and beck. but for a while only. the time now is 9.55am. i jus woke up, going to work at 12. taking some time now to update my blog. i hate office wears, if only 5 stars allow jeans and polo shirt, it would have been much better. that aside.... the UG camp's planning went a little further already, i finished the camp program with becks help, really appreciate it. it took us like bout 3-4 hours of brain storming.. but i tink there's much to edit went zq is gonna vet it... hah.. i hadn't gone ncc training for last fri, suppose to help train part A, B, Cs in their upcoming proficiency test. no choice, gotta work, so got kay thiam and hoon teck to go instead. i'm quite happy tat the 3 of them finally coming back to help me, work loads lightened alot, burdens also lesser. aight, if hadn't for LPY there will not be this blog, maybe partly coz of her. haha, so must thank her k. nagging MR WORLD to blog... i guess she's a terribly enthu blog reader ba. but as my PR manager, she's suppose to know wads going on in my life.. haha, aye? hmmm, and i tink she's leaving for LAOS like today or tmr. i forgot le, ahah.. nvm, yi lu shun feng, all the best peiying.. yest was also chatting with ziqi, and its like once in a blue moon kinda thingy, she's still so busy till now. so when she's free like around december, THE DAMN SCHOOL of mine starts. den she will take over the camp planning, but den again tats not the point, i dont get to see her at all only like at most planning the camp tru email, which i tink is so sad. grrrr, hope that sch reopen le, work not very taxing, lemme slack for the 1st few weeks so tat i can ask her out. sad sad, i free she not free, i not free she damn free. hiaz... i'm like missing her so much now... i duno if she does, but i am... miss the face miss the voice... argh, stopin here now... i going work le, take care peeps, i shall try to blog again soon... godbless

2004-10-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

Elloooooooooooo people.. hows you guys' day? well, i went to school early in the morning for some stupid briefing on tmr's money management workshop for some secondary schools. and we are suppose to be student facilitators. hah.. well, and guess wad, my class were the only year ones around. the rest are all year 3 seniors. lol, duno why like tat also. anyway, the briefing took quite some time, den we were off to our designated classrooms to arrange the tables and chairs for the workshop. we were pretty fast, finished in bout 15mins. well, den i met xf and kuku den went to find the red fish. she was in 72 salvaging her pathetic lappy. said inside got 1 yrs' collection of photos. haha, so cannot crash, otherwise, all gone. well lucky for her, managed to get back to her desktop with help from experts there. hmmm, went to aes after tat. actually only i going, but they are true frens who wan to accompany, of coz i shall not resist their offer. eh, went back to see ms lina, regarding the camp stuff and spoke with mr michael. jotted down their views and i went to see the principal wit the proposal, need him to sign. how i noe, sway sway, he say cannot sign, coz his last year in aes already, so tell me to ask the nex principal to sign. hmmm, wadeva~ after tat, xf liyu and i chiong down to 5 stars, jus to give some stupid photos. anyway, went orchard nex to meet my long lost band members, my 7788 band. yea, so long neva see them, kay thiam and alvin were there. hmmm, kay thiam din change much, but alvin had long hair now and a darn piercing. i duno how is he gonna wear the uniform. den, got down to serious work, planned the programme for the dec camp. we did as fast as we could. all wan to rush back b4 9 to watch "The Champions" haha. i haven miss one episode till now. and i will not. finished our planning around like 8 den xf liyu xuepin and i went back in cab. as usual, i alight again, abit du lan though, argh but heck la... hmmm, i watched the show and continue reformating my com since yest nite. haha, finally at 11 i finished restoring back all my backups, and its as good as new. YEPPIE!! FROZEN THRONE not lag anymore. and now, i'm gonna slp. coz tmr morning must wake up at 6 for christ's sake. good nite:d

The Grudge

2004-10-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

hi all... shall keep it short and sweet tonite. i'm kinda tired...
well, left house at almost 3 to meet ck at lot 1. my ah pa fetched me there, and i was on time. but damn ck, was like 20mins late? anyway, we went doby ghaut and waited for ken there. we're like having this mini gathering among the toilet lords, and gee i tink we had forgotten about kai thong. anyway, nvm... hmmm, bought tix for The Grudge aka Ju-on. haha, here i am paying money to scare myself again. lol... i tink ken was pretty amused at how i put my hand on my chest when the scary part is coming. well, i bet he finds it useful since he's doing it with me. actually the story is totally the same as Ju-on. jus tat the lead actress is much more chio here, SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR. haiz, end up she die also i tink. If you guys remember the little kid in the show, running naked around with a cat. ya, he's the same kid in Ju-on. Tats y i conclude tat he's earning big bucks now. acted in a Jap show, and now in a Hollywood movie. Congrats dude... aight, after the show, we started thrashing talking when we saw ceilings, stair cases, toilets and all sorts of shit where the ghost in the show normally appear in. it was funni though. hmmm, ck was insisting tat we eat at cartel, and i was quite broke. so we ended up walking around lookin for other alternatives. and i saw the sigh 50% off, at world of sports. hurhurhur, went in and bought like $150 worth of clothes, which i payed only $78.90? hahha, wad a deal... finally settled at pasta mania. yes, chat a little and were on our way home. well, its been sucha long time since the 3 of us actually met up. today was a wonderful day.. thanks guys, we shall meet up again like soon, ya? *yawnz, i'm slpy now, goodnite.

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2004-10-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

Moshi moshi.. I had not been blogging for 2 days already. coz i'm damn tired, dun feel like blogging... so now's an update. hah...
YES!!! today last paper, finally.... NO MORE EXAMS. Holidays coming... wee* today's paper quite bomb one, same like CIP, bomb on alot of my facts and end up finishing 45mins b4 the paper ended. Hmmm, damn early finish, duno what to do, dun feel like going home. coz later going sentosa at 7... went to SA's open house with moron py mikael ren rosey... eh fantastic man... i mean the chicken rice, confirm win NP. but the drinks stall, cannot make it... no choice, i haven had my breakfast at all, so was like a totally hungry hippo when we reached the canteen. Saw nic and talk with him, and he was the one who introduced the chicken rice. hmmm, on the way to the canteen, saw my beloved. he was selling T-shirts. chatted for a while, he told me must watch him in the mass dance... and i promised that he will see his big name on the banner. hmmm, saw nic again, he was checking on me if i went to eat the chicken rice, frankly, its cheap. $2.30 only. den i saw heresh, saw wilson... hmmm, den was the dance, i went to watch. so many girls haha... not bad ba the dance, but i prefer NP's foc mass dance, more hyper more intense, dance one time can sweat le. haha, eh but can tell ken was one of those few who can dance better inside:d haha, he was busy dancing that he din see my banner. anyway, it was little boring for us, so left at around 1. damnit, SA all the way back home was like ages... took bus with py and we were staring or rather observing this gay looking guy beside his gf. look so gay, and was wearing singlet. talk alot of shit about "IT" and i'm so freaking tired. we debated if we should go sentosa later coz i'm so tired. she insisted tat we should go, and me on the other hand prying for rain, so tat it will spoil our nite. haha... reached queenstown, she went home. which is like 5 mins walk if i'm not wrong. and pathetic me, still need to go jurong to change train. and ended up reaching home at 2.30. grabbed hold of all the time i can to slp. moron called when i was in my dreamland and asked if still going, coz like gonna rain.. hurhurhuhrur, my pryers worked after all... so end up neva go. nvm la lpy, we still have so much things planned one sentosa less nvm wan la:D well guys, shall stop here... i'm slpy again:D sweet dreams

2004-10-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

MoRoN, Me and LPY

("v")

2004-10-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Elo peeps, i FINALLY got back my phone. hur hur hur hur... hmmm, today was CIP paper, haha i din study much for it, coz neva can i finish studying it. jus far far too much to study... well, took the paper, it wasn't very difficult. bomb alot. haha. finish le den went orchard 2 collect my phone wit lpy mikael rosey and grace. coz sent for repair, i miss it so muchie.. went cineleisure after tat... mikael totally was a big pain in the ass, disgracing us, threw all of our faces... fancy shouting in the lift and talk loudly like nobody's business when theres other pple around. one fine day, u will get beaten up one, i tell u... hmmm, went up to play pool supposedly, end up found out that k-pool is $9.80 which is totally day light robbery.. yup, den lpy ps us for her baby... rosey, still itching for pool, so we went lucky plaza... went up to mambo and played. hehe, i bought a glove at$8, haha, starting play wit it not quite use to it, after a while, back to form lerh... look at the time, saw tat it was 7 plus, almost 8, quickly wanna chiong home to watch "The Champions". lol, fiona xie and jeannette ow are the best. super chio... therefore, 1st episode i will not miss... got home jus in time at 8.57, show jus started.. watched and mom cooked fried rice today, got me like a big bowl, yup too hungry, tats y i finished everything and went on to the 2nd bowl. den forward a chinese msg which is quite interesting by JJ to ziqi. figure out i seem to haf not sms her for 2 days. she replied, say dun understand. haha, i had prbms understanding too. well, i replied, and we kinda stop le. nvm... not impt... later at nite, sent her another good nite msg, it has become a habit u see... so, i'm someone who needs fresh goodnite msg almost everynite. so, if ya're a good fren of mine, betta send me one soon. haha, hmmm... she must be aslp now... totally, like who wil stay up so late like me... hmmm.. feel like sleepin now, so tat i can meet her in my dreams. hohoho, its betta den i dun see her at all:D well, u guys should be slpin too... good nitez, and LOVE IS ALL AROUND!!! -godbless

:P:P:P

2004-10-19T12:09:00.000-07:00

Whoa, hi peeps... yeap i'm feeling tons betta today. yes... thanks for those who tagged at my board with all the encouragments, it certainly helps.

Today was econs paper. what actually brightened up my mood, was this. yest's stats totally put me down, but despite tat, i tried my my best to study econs till 3 in the morning.. woke up and was almost late for the paper, but i'm glad i made it in time. sway sway start of the paper only, stomach ache, den need to go toilet, raised my hand, the invigilator say cannot go, den i lun... den really bth already, cant concentrate on my questions. so raised my hand again, and i guess they noe its serious prbm. let me sign on a paper and i chiong to toilet le. yup, 10mins later i'm back, dun dare waste time, i scare no time to finish paper. I attempted the questions den found out tat it was pretty similar to wad i had studied last nite. jus tat some parts of the graph i got no idea how to draw and label. so jus simply anyhow bomb. hopefully can get some marks tru tat. the 40marks part, lucky they din reallly ask very very tough questions... still can handle abit, so at least i din end the paper with a sulky face today. i wan no history of wad happened yest, it was terribly terrible.

after paper le, went town with moron yan, lpy and hm... suppose to collect my phone, end up neva... went to eat pasta mania, spent quite a little... den went into pretty in tokyo. took neoprints. hah, so many angles.. haha, quite fun, quite nice... but i dun haf scanner, so cant scan the pics. waiting for pple wit initiative to do so... den i shall upload here... hmmm, after went bus stop to take bus. on the way, suddenly rain, heavy rain somemore... i chiong to busstop and got up bus. slept all the way back to bp... alight liao, called hermz ask where he is. he's at feng's house. and i lazy to take lrt, so ran all the way there with little shelter on the way. totally drenched when i reached. slacked at his house for a while den went to makan... after tat go AXS machine pay for the chalet.. SENTOSA COASTAL SANDS 29th,30th Nov.. i shall invite u pple soon. though the room is a little small, but nvm, go there play also not sleep... :D yup, that should be about it... okay i'm studying for CIP now, moron say must get AD. which is bull shit. but nvm, we shall try... buck up dudes... take care and godbless-

Soon-to-be dead

2004-10-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

Aight, taking like 5 mins out of my econs revision to blog here. To tell the whole world how pissed and dulan i am today. Today's my dreaded stats paper. and fuck, i screwd it up. was shivering when i held my pen, and a fucking mind block. wad i had done yest for revision i totally forgotten... I tried my super best to do as much as i know. It was already past 1 hour when i finish on my 1st question. told myself tat "no, i wont fail, i shall pass, i did these questions yest nite." screw me, thought very hard and finally knew how to do one part of it, den i'm stuck again.

when it was like 10mins b4 the end of the paper, i totally gave up and sat there stoning... thinking of wad darn consequeces if i fail... retaining, screw up the money.. things like tat. tot about tat if i retain, would i be in the same class... well, or do i jus have to repeat the module and everything else is still normal. wad if a damn final exam cause u to cock up the whole of ur 3yrs in sch... its like, jus becoz of this... argh wadeva... i'm pissed enuff

rite now, i got totally no mood to study for econs. told my parents jus now about my paper and tat i predict tat i will fail. they talked to nicely, but deep down, i noe they are very disappointed. i din feel good either, its like i've totally let them down... regret not keeping up with the lectures and tutorials, it is really not easy trying to cramp the whole damn module down ur head 2 weeks b4 exams. aight, i shan't waste more time blogging, might have failed stats, but shall my best to pass econs. godblessme-

Study again...

2004-10-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

today quite sian, i woke up at 10 which is surprisingly early since i slept like 5 in the morning. today wasn't a usual sun morning... it felt more like a monday morning... maybe coz of all the screwed up stress i had which changed like my mood. haha... hmmm, ken called and came my house, so tat i can return his 0.05grand 1st. well, talk cock at my house for a while, den helped me in some blog stuff, den we went to eat at greenridge. after tat, he left to meet his ben ben or dan dan or wadeva. i always mix up. lol...

Came home le, slack for a while den start studying abit, stats again. den slept again from 1 to 4, otherwise later no energy to study, since meeting liyu and sher at lot 1 to study. so cant afford to get tired, i need all the help i can get at this crucial point of time to clear all my doubts. mom woke me up to eat den go... no need spend money, can save must save... but too bad, i reach there le, still feel hungry, ate another mac meal. den started studying le. well, i cleared quite alot of doubts today, bringing me nearer to my pass... hmmm, hopefully will pass ba. did real studying till like 8... den start to get restless le, took out lappy and went to tag at liyu's blog. haha, super lame i noe... but it was farni. tagging at someone's blog when tat person is jus infront of u. hmmm, sher wasn't very unlame today. cant even find the mouse... and even pointed at a cat and said it was a mouse. but it was like as usual, so nobody was surprised... hmmm, the whole world say i copy JJ's blog. whahaha, pls leh, i jus happen to came upon this and tot it was rather appealing. coincidence ba. nvm...:P slacked like till 845 den started packing le. pathetic, the bus duno y, like damn hot, neva on air con, the bus driver suck. talk a little cock with liyu on bus, den parted... I went home straight, like DUH~!

my bro was watching van helsing again, nice, so i also watch again. KATE BECKINSALE IS SO CHIO. haha... mugging soon again, my last part of the race. lol... rite, shall end here. tmr is DOOMSDAY. wish everybody in BA luck. and hope my grandma is prying for me. ciaoz.

*Yawnz

2004-10-16T01:34:00.000-07:00

Well, fancy blogging at this time. Gee, i jus duno y i aren't tired... i've studied quite abit, brain cells were all quite dead. how i wish that exams are freaking over now. i only have 2 impt papers on monday and tuesday. tats all! i cant slack almost totally after tat. but damnit, it jus seems like decades waiting for these 2 days past.

I'm super super guai today, studied at home.. but at night start to slack abit already. at least constructive work was done in the mornin and noonz.. hmmm, still got no confidence in my stats and econs. tmr last day for me to chiong the whole lot of shit. hope those darn tips given by ong bo leng helps much. I went running with my family today cept for moi pa... Ran round this super big field wit moi mom, bro and siz... was tiring, but at least i ran like almost 4 rounds. mom was the one who initiated that run, say she's getting fat, so need to exercise. and guess wad, she ran like 0.5 round? totally far... maybe i should go running more often, not so bad afterall. came home, took a quick shower and was pretty tired.. but got rather energetic when my relatives. so i guess the energy lasted like till now?

Had a dream yest night, dreamt tat i was spiderman, hahhahaha. maybe in the day i tink too much le. was fun swinging here and there. boy, if only... haha. dreamt of her also, forgot exactly wad happen. but guess it was a good dream, since i woke up smiling... *yawnz, getting slpy now... lookin forward to working in 5 stars again... crap with my blood brudda again. hah, god bless peeps-goodnite

Firrrrrrrst Bloooooogy

2004-10-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

Harloha, here i am writing my first blog. Still feeling weird though letting the whole world read bout my thoughts. Anyway, shan't go in depth to it. Enjoy~

Firstly, studied from 12 to like 5 today at orchard with Moron Yan, LPY, Mich, Shortie and Cheryl. I admitted that i covered only partially on stats today, and nothing bout econs. So scared and so stress. Stress coz of so many many things... Kinda regretted slacking too much during 1st sem. Well, this should stop, at least for now... I WILL BE A LITTLE MORE HARDWORKING NEX SEM. Another thing on my mind, super burden to me now lo. THE UG CAMP I PLANNING. DArn! the camp is during march and i haven started a single shit yet apart from the proposal i've drawn up. GOD I WANT MORE TIME!!! must mug during the holidays on this camp when the whole world is busy enjoying themselves. Well, of coz, started something meaningful yet troublesome is like tat wan. trouble also i find myself wan. no choice- Yup, there's also my everyday routine, she's always on my mind. Listen to songs den will think of her, its practically any song. I'm missing her so so so so much. grrr... i'm tired of being single. haha, kdin, i'm used to it. tomorrow going to study again... no choice, exams nex week, must piah... okay shall end here, pretty good for first timers uh.. Wish me luck in exams and god bless too. Good nite